Fears can eat you up, and they will be there every day until the moment you get back, at which point you will realize that all the fears were (almost) groundless. I won't say you shouldn't be concerned, 'cause...well, just read your own entry. You pretty much covered it. I will, however, say that you can conquer these fears.
Plus? Nepal, girl! You're gonna go to a magnificent country and see a culture you've only dreamed about 'til now! The memories alone will make the trip worth it, even were you not going for the reasons you are.
This is a wondrous thing. As I've said, sit back now and just enjoy the love you feel. Let it wash over you and cleanse the damages of the previous asshats who have been such disappointments.
Fears
Date: 2010-03-30 03:07 am (UTC)Plus? Nepal, girl! You're gonna go to a magnificent country and see a culture you've only dreamed about 'til now! The memories alone will make the trip worth it, even were you not going for the reasons you are.
This is a wondrous thing. As I've said, sit back now and just enjoy the love you feel. Let it wash over you and cleanse the damages of the previous asshats who have been such disappointments.
You are loved, little one. You deserve it.