MOVED

well, it's been a while since i updated...i am now residing in oklahoma and working as a police/fire dispatch. the pay is the best i've ever had, so far, but i'm having the worst time trying to find a place to live. i'm staying with john and his family right now because james and i are getting a divorce. i am sick of his lying and stupid shit the he pulls all the time and i end up paying for it in the long run, so i told him it was over (it's his fault that i am -$80 at the bank and they closed my account!). i haven't even spoken to him in a few weeks, but i heard through the grapevine that he's in jail due to a suspended license. that hurts my heart because i still love him and i don't want him to do stupid shit like that, but he never listened to me even when we were "happily married," so how is it that he's gonna change now? i knew he wouldn't change. anyway, i need to get a place to live because i feel bad for mooching off of my friends (plus, john HATES cats), and i need to move the rest of my things from texas to here anyway. apparently james is moving from the apartment, so my shit needs to be gone. what makes it so hard to find a place is that no one likes to have pets in the rental housing/apartments here, and that's a major problem! i am desperate at this point in time. however, even when i get a place, how am i going to move everything? i can't afford a moving truck, and i don't have a truck or trailer, so i'm basically fucked. i guess i'll just have to solve that problem after i get a place. right now i just have to worry about that.